I won't see you tonight

Words hurt. Seriously. When it comes from someone that close to you, then it will keep repeating in your mind, again and again. Whether the statement is right or wrong, it needs time to be process and adapt by the receiver. Untuk aku, aku takkan pernah kisah kalau ade orang nak mengata atau mengutuk atau ape-ape jelah komen terhadap aku selagi aku rase tak berbaloi untuk terasa. But if you're somebody close to me, anything you said is a matter to me. I don't know how to change or react towards the thing that have been said to me at times. But when the thought hit me, I'll be lost.

 Smile bigger. Laugh harder. Love too much. :)