Phase 2: The Engagement #AZLegalizeJourney

10th Oct 2015.

After 4years 5months and 5 days,Alhamdullilah,. I'm engaged to Mr,Ahmad Mustaqim b. Riduan.

I pray and hope he's the one. My better half. Dunya and Akhirat.

Thank you for all your kind dua.

Thank you for celebrating the day.

Thank you for supporting us.

You know who you are. :)

I'm trully blessed.

Phase 1. Akim💖 Zyno Legalize Journey #AZlj

Hai & Assalamualaikum..

12 Sept 2015, Sabtu.

Berdebar, malu.

Alhamdullilah, initial meeting of both parents went well. The moment my sister entered the room with "the ring", my heart skipped a beat. The proposal had been accepted by my parents. yeay!

So, InshAllah less than a month from now.. I'll be someone's fiance. (Please please pray for us).

Lots of love,
Zyno Burn👰

Benda mudah

Untuk apa di beritahu, di ingatkan..berulang~ulang.

Sedangkan engkau tahu. Aku tahu.

Yang pasti, bikin tak endah lebih mudah.

Kan?

Puas. Cukup.

Aku dah lelah.

Semoga engkau sedar.

Haiii

Lama tak muncul disini, tak meninjau tak meluah rasa.

Diam tak diam,

Dah 24 tahun umur aku tahun ini.

Sedar tak sedar,

Dah hampir 4 tahun bersama si dia, cinta hati.

Ye, masih orang yang sama,

Sama-sama melakar cerita mengukir bahagia dalam hujan tiba-tiba. (hehe)

Doakan.

Persiapan masih jauh dari sempurna,

Baru nak bermula,

Kalau kita boleh bersama dalam empat tahun ini, apalah sangat untuk setahun lagi sebelum hidup bersama-sama kan?

Moga niat ini Allah setuju.

Moga urusan kami dipermudahkan.

InshAllah.

Doakan ye,

Laut.

        Aku membesar dan melihat. Aku juga punya mata untuk melihat, telinga untuk mendengar dan hati untuk merasa. Ye, memang aku kelihatan keras, tidak hormat dan berhati batu.Tapi pernah kau terfikir, kenapa? Cukuplah. Aku tak nafikan ade juga baiknya kau ni. Tapi bila dah terlalu lama, yang buruk itu makin jelas terserlah. Tanggungjawab aku cukup sekadar untuk ibu bapaku. Berilah mereka ruang, beri mereka rehat. Hak kau untuk marah, memendam rasa katanya. Hey, selama ni kau malaikatkah? Hati yang tua itu berapa kali kau jentik? Sedangkan dia masih sabar. Malah aku juga disuruh sabar, malangnya aku sudah dewasa. Kau juga perlu belajar hormat yang muda kerana usia kau kelihatan tak sepadan dengan tingkah laku kau. Herdiklah aku, makilah aku. Buat apa yang kau suka. Aku tak peduli. Kerana kau bukan siapa-siapa. Mereka yang ber 'bin' dan ber 'binti' kan Abu Bakar tidak penah sesekali buat apa yang kau buat, maka kenape aku perlu ambil peduli mengenai kau? Biadap didalam rumah itu sendiri, mungkin hati yang tua itu kau boleh berkata maaf. Untuk aku, tiada maaf bagimu.

Hope

It's been a whileeeee..

2013 sudah.
 
menanti 2014.

menamatkan ijazah sarjana muda

Demi Ayah terutama.

Demi keluarga.

Demi masa depan.

Demi impian-impian yang tidak tertunai.

Besar harapan ini,

Semoga dipermudahkan dan diberkati.

inisemuapoyo!

Might be for you.

What a women want? Seriously, what do they want?

As for me, I just need a companion through my good and  even through my bad day. You know, he’s there eventhough when I pissed off just because of  the promoter  is not smiling at me, my food is not tasty as it seems to be, I get annoyed with my friend or when me and my parents argued over a thing. Merepek much, is it? But I want him all the time. Even when I did the most ridiculous thing ever. Can he hanging in there? I may be needed to be treated like a princess sometimes, but who doesn’t? Am I asking too much for your attention, for your time? Yes, I do. Seriously, I’m afraid that somehow you might get annoyed and you might leave me for that, but I don’t know. I always wanted to know every tiny detail about what you’re doing because I’m just curious. It’s not that I don’t trust you, maybe it’s me that has to fix that. Do you think about me as much as I do? I do care and think about you, almost all the time. But apart from all that, I just want you.=( I want you to be with me all the time even when you’re tired, occupied with you work or anything. That’s all I’m asking. And the most important thing is, don’t ever lie or cheated on me. Because then you will see the hell out of me.

It's been a year. Yes, a complete year..and still counting!

5th July 2011 - 5th July 2012

I'm blessed with his love and affections.

Grateful much, I'm thankful to have him by my side.

Each day is a special day for us, *despite all the arguments and fights. hehe

So, this is for you sayang.

Thank you for this wonderful year with you, and I'm hoping we will long forever.

"If a hug represented how much I loved you, I would hold you in my arms forever."

Hello, Mr.Teddy is one year old too =)

p/s : To our future kids, this is the beginning of your parents love-story. :)

to the long road.

It’s been a wonderful nine months and Alhamdullilah we managed to flourish this relationship day by day. I can proudly say we’re happy at this state and I hope that it will last forever. As we’re on long distance relationship right now, frankly speaking it’s been a mess sometimes. You know, when I miss him and he misses me too but everything is on the phone and time is been so jealous with us, it will be completely messed up. But, we figured out our own way to clear out things and to make sure both of us is feeling the right way as it should be as we both know that staying apart is so not us. But I couldn’t say much for now because we’re just 9 months and a lot of counting need to be done, everything is too early isn’t it? I better keep the things to myself for now.

And for you,

Boo, I’m happy to be with you, you’re the one that I need. I heart you, sayang. Happy Nine Monthlysarry 

Lots of love, sincerely me.

A REAL BOYFRIEND

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin,she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

copy and paste from bestie

Him

Salam earthlings.

Good afternoon.

=)

Hari-hari wajib sebelum dan selepas bangun tidur mendengar suara En. Semut.hik

Rasa bahagia..wee~

Since lately banyak sangat benda yang timbul dan jadi menyebabkan kite emotionally unstable, tapi ade En.Semut selalu disisi. 

It's not that aku nak bangga sangat tapi aku suka cara dia, selalu sabar kadang-kadang die pun marah balik tapi die cool down balik, sebab kite memang susah sikit kalau da marah ni. lepastu, die akan willingly buat everything (sometimes kene pakse haha) and terima semuanye dengan redha dengan perangai saya yang berbudi pekerti mulia ni.huhu Okay, rindu dah cakap pasal die. byelah.

iwuvyouuu!

Ya, saya marah dengan diri saya.

tersangat marah.

tersangat kecewa.

tapi ada sesuatu  yang menahan dari air mata ini mengalir.

saya  tahu saya harus bangkit.

saya mesti teruskan.

a secret i'll never tell

I   don't hate  you,

I'm just disappointed you turned into EVERYTHING that  you said you'd  never be.

If you don't feel the same way, tell me.

Don't leading me on and playing on my feelings.

=):   Cry to get over the past, don't cry over the past,

Don't smile to hide the pain, smile to heal the pain.

cepat, cepat, cepat

hari ni kita boleh menjerit: Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaribaaaaaaaaa!!

ok, happy sangat tu Zaynor.

saya skor!

tak tahu kenapa, tapi saya dah nampak apa yang saya mahu

bubbye 'dilemma'!

truth to be told: you can do anything as you please, I don't give a damn.>.<